Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Those Fateful 24 Hours

The 24 hours following my return from Houston weren't a non-stop thrill-ride, but for me it was a day for the record books. I'm sure in 24 hours Jack Bauer could have saved the President of the United States from a horrifying scenario as well as saving his family and an entire country in Africa, all while blind-folded. But let's try not to make any comparisons here.

We arrived from Houston to our new house and were greeted by an amazing home-cooked meal by Aaron (he moonlights as a chef at our house). Grace asked multiple times if we could go back home, home meaning our old apartment. We explained multiple times that we actually lived here and would be sleeping here. The kids were skeptical of the whole situation having left their house for Houston, stayed in Houston and then came home to this other space with familiar stuff in it. We tried not to dive too deep into the explanation since they would only be here for 24 hours before we would be flying out to Utah. With some extra coaxing we convinced them that it was okay to sleep here. The concept of a crib was foreign to Christian, since he had always slept in a pack-n-play in our closet (which sounds a little like torture now that I type it out). So we ended up setting up his pack-n-play next to his crib in his room since he wasn't too thrilled with the crib.

The next morning we woke up and spent much needed time together as a family. We headed out to the Memorial Day Picnic that our church was having. After moving and being out of town it was fun to catch up with friends. The food was potlock style and we tried to chat with as many people as we could. After naps that afternoon we decided for our final meal before the kids and I headed to Utah and before Aaron took the CFA exam and then headed to NYC for his internship that we were going to go into Dallas for dinner.

We ate at one of our favorite Indian restaurants then headed back home. All through the hustle and bustle of getting the kids jammied and in-bed I noticed that my dinner felt really heavy on my stomach. Almost as if I wasn't even digesting it. I chalked it up to lots of changes happening and sipped on a soda in hopes it would settle things. There was no difference. After the kids were finally down I started packing. The stomach pain started getting worse and I could tell my body was trying hard to deal with it since I could feel beads of sweat on my forehead. By this point I was literally tossing random items into our suitcase. There was absolutely no rhyme or reason to what I was doing. I finally gave up and fell into bed. I rolled around gripping my stomach and moaning to Aaron, "What is going on with me?!" He offered his condolences.

I somehow managed, amidst the pain, to fall asleep. At 2:00am, I was definitely not asleep anymore. I ripped the covers off and and buried my head in the porcelain throne. Five rounds later I thought I was victorious. I felt a million times better. I brushed, mouthwashed, and fell right back to sleep. 5:30am came and I found myself fighting the same fight only realizing 4 rounds later that I had nothing left to give no matter how hard my body tried to force it. This time I did not feel so amazing.

Reluctantly my eyes opened again around 8:30am. I could hear the sounds of Aaron feeding the kids breakfast. I thanked my lucky stars that he was there. My body hurt, my stomach was turning, I ached everywhere. There was no force of nature that could have removed me from that bed. I could barely think or function. I just didn't want to keel over and die. The only problem was, I had to fly to Utah in a few hours. Not only that, but I had to fly there alone with two children in tow.

I still needed to finish packing for our 3 week trip, I needed to shower, and for heavens sake I needed to get out of our bed. "Can you even handle this flight today?" "What are you going to do?" Those were the hot button questions. I wasn't sure what to do. I couldn't survive a flight like this, but I wasn't sure the cost we would incur for canceling and when we would even get another flight out. After much deliberation I decided to go through with it. So, Aaron made me some plain toast to eat so that I could take some medicine. It took me about 45 minutes to eat it but I got it in there. I waited to make sure it stayed put and then took as much medicine as humanly possible. I somehow rolled myself into the bathtub, and by some sort of miracle I washed my hair.

Since the toast and medicine stayed put I had a glimmer of hope. Then the medicine kicked in. I was able to finish packing and do my hair. Although I still hurt and was queasy, we all made it out the door. The glory of the medicine was short lived. About 30 minutes later I was back to square one, only this time I had a 10 month old strapped to my chest and he was putting most of his weight on my ridiculously sensitive stomach. It was at this point that I started praying, "Please help me get through this. Please don't let me throw up on the plane."
I felt every single second of that flight. I wanted to crawl in a hole and give up but instead I stared and attempted movement only when I had to intervene with my kids. Thankfully Grace was an absolute dreamboat on the flight. She kept herself entertained and she was calm and quiet.
Christian fell asleep for about an hour and a half, which was amazing, and allowed me to stare into the abyss and will the plane to fly faster than ever before.
At one point I had to use the bathroom, it was a desperate moment, one where the thought of cramming three humans into an airplane bathroom seemed doable. But I didn't really have a choice. And just in case you were wondering, it was just as awful as you're thinking.

The moment we landed felt like a huge weight off of my shoulders. We made it. We survived. I almost cried when I saw Aaron's parents waiting for me.

I felt miserable the rest of that day, but around 8 that night, 24 hours after I started feeling sick, I felt fantastic. I chalked it up to food poisoning and vowed never to eat at that restaurant again.

Since Aaron and my kids hadn't gotten sick I was hopeful that my food poisoning theory was correct. However, two days later Christian got sick.
He landed himself a bed made of towels next to me so I would know when/if he threw up again in the middle of the night.
Suddenly, food poisoning was now full-blown stomach flu. And it was nasty. It's next victim was Grace.
Having the stomach flu while on vacation is terrible. Having the stomach flu while in town for your brother-in-law's wedding is an absolute nightmare. All of the people coming in town, all of the festivities, all of the people you come into contact with that you hope and pray don't come too close to you despite how not-so-contagious you might be. Serious nightmare.

After the kids got sick I holed us all up in the basement and refused to go upstairs. I sanitized everything I could get my hands on and sprayed anti-bacterial spray on everything

But the beast could not be contained. The domino effect was in full force and people fell prey to the 24 hour stomach virus that took me down. Members of the family started catching it. My father-in-law, and my pregnant sister-in-law were the first two. I felt awful. Some stated that I "gave it freely" to everyone in the family, which was not the case. I would never wish this bug on anyone or anything. I tried my best not to give it to anyone. But it took down one person, who took down the next, and then it took down every single member of the family. Not to mention, my friends too. It even took down the bride and groom on their honeymoon. Which just made me want to cry. I'll go ahead chalk myself up to the worst wedding gift giver of all time.

The worst part was knowing that I was the only common link to all of this. I brought the virus and everyone knew it. I scanned back in my mind hoping for someone else to pin in on, someone else to share the blame but came up empty handed. The only thing I could think was the Memorial Day picnic.  We came in contact with so many different people, and since the food was potlock style any and everyone there could have come in contact with the food I had eaten. But, when push came to shove, I contracted something in Texas and brought it to the wedding weekend in Utah.

Those 24 hours that started it all will go down in infamy. 

Sunday, August 11, 2013

The Revival

Lights and sounds are raging and whirling and through the chaos an electric charge is gearing up, someone shouts, "CLEAR!" and then comes the shock. The chaos calms momentarily.

Nothing.

"Start it again, we have to try one more time." Chaos. Electric charge. "CLEAR!". Shock. Silence.

Only this time the shock sent tingles that were recognized and there is a response. Then there were cheers, and a single tear runs down my cheek.

Words break from my lips, "Blog, you're still alive, I thought I had lost you." And we embrace.

It's been awhile, huh?

At this point I think Christian is almost a teenager (not really) but it has definitely been awhile.

I have noticed that the blogging world is starting to thin a bit. Blogs left by the wayside with last posts dated around 2009, some with cobwebs and outdated pictures seems to be the norm. Its hard with the new "insta-blogging" that occurs through instagram, and the time consuming song and dance of uploading pictures and formulating supporting text throughout with blogging seems much less appealing. Don't get me wrong, there are still blogging powerhouses that remain, but for the more familial blogger types, this thinning seems to be a trend. I, too, have fallen into that trap. My instagram account is very up-to-date, but my blog seems harder and harder to keep up with. I have found myself many times wanting to blog, but the thought of spending 90 minutes uploading photos makes me want to watch Netflix instead.

However, as of late, I have noticed that the things I blog about I remember a lot better. The thoughts and feelings when conveyed in a timely fashion (instead of months later) remain fresher in my mind than those I piecemeal together later, or that I don't blog about at all. I want to remember things again. So much has happened in the past few months that without pictures I wouldn't have remembered it at all.

With all of that said I am hoping for a revival. A blog revival. I'm hoping I can be more consistent in posting events and memories because for me, this type of outlet has proven to be the most useful for me. Without further ado, the month of May. It's time to catch up.

Three days into May, Christian hit double digits month-wise, ten months.
A few days after that Aaron and I celebrated our 7th anniversary.
 The very next day, with all his things in order, Aaron left on an international trip with his school to Brazil and Argentina.


During this time Christian developed the craziest diaper rash and landed some prescription creams. Is this not the saddest picture of Christian?
With Aaron out of the country and us with a move a mere two weeks away, my Mom graciously agreed to come and help me survive the situation.
But first we celebrated Mother's Day with some pampering.
 And gifts from Aaron
 And flowers for my Momma
And love.
My Mom snuggled Christian so I could teach Sunday school.
And Grace dictated the answers to this survey, which still makes me crack up every time I read it.
We were able to sign the lease early and we had the opportunity to take carloads over to the new place. We packed and took over 20 carloads worth of our stuff. It was surprising pleasant despite the fact that we had to walk up and down two flights of stairs just to get stuff to the cars. Towards the end we were caught between both places and I realized that we had no bowls on hand. There was a lot of improvising going on.
The best part about taking things to the new house was seeing Grace play in the backyard. She now had space to run around and explore and she was taking full advantage.
My Mom was flying down to Houston with my kids so that Aaron and I could finish packing and make the final move with all of our big items, along with cleaning out the old apartment. So we practiced a few things for their flight.
Aaron flew in that morning from Argentina. After a few hours together as a family, we headed to the airport once more to take my Mom and the kids. As I wrote about before I bawled my eyes out and ached as I watched my babies walk away. I came home, sobbed, and then self medicated with DDP and M&M's.
My Mom sent me lots of pictures to inform me that my kids were just fine and were actually enjoying themselves





 And we sent pictures of ourselves so that our kids wouldn't forget what we looked like.
We packed and took more carloads over to the house. And when we were about to go insane we would go to movies, because when you don't need to find a babysitter going to the movies is really easy.
Finally came moving day. Everything was set and ready to go.

We finally had all of our stuff under one roof.
But we were both exhausted
After a few days of unpacking and organizing, I headed down to Houston to get my kids and to give Aaron some much needed time to study for the CFA exam. I stopped briefly at Buc-Ee's and put the pedal to the metal because I was dying to see my kids.
Grace ran into my arms and hugged me big, and then scampered off to the pool with her cousins. And I sat quietly waiting for Christian to get up. Hi baby.
We got in the groove with things and napped when we had the opportunity.
At one point my Mom, Grace, and I were all sharing a room.
We headed down to spend the day with my sister-in-law and family. We love Aunt Liv.
 Gabe and Christian
 After hanging out in the morning, they spoiled me and took me out for a birthday dinner. I lucked out with my in-laws, they are the best.
Tarynn and Grace are serious buds.
 After a fun-filled day we sadly said our goodbyes
 My parents are cute
 So is Grace
 And Christian
Then it was time for my birthday. Chocolate Chip Cookies instead of birthday cake is a must in my book. My Mom cooked up a fiercely delicious batch.
And then I got spoiled some more. I lucked out in the family department all around.

Dinner at Lupe's. Yum. And yes, they told them it was my birthday when I wasn't around and I had to wear a very large sombrero. But, hey, I got a free flan.
 We soaked up a few more days with family

 But then had to say goodbye

 And we hit the open road back to Dallas
 Stopping briefly at Buc-Ee's of course

But we made it home and we had 24 hours there before we were going to head out to Utah. And what an unfortunately eventful 24 hours it was......